So, yeah. It's Sunday and my moms cooking eggs, and this house fucking stinks. She does that when she's angry. My mom, grandma, and and aunt had been arguing for apparently 3 hours, waking me up from my peaceful slumber. HAHAHA. I fucking hate living with women. In other news, I don't get this. I'm told that I'm attractive, and I have a cool personality, but yet I feel unconfident in talking to guys because I think that I'm fat and ugly, and a huge bitch, though I'm not a bitch, I just do what necessary, and don't beat around the bush. I have a HUGE fear of rejection, so I tend to keep my feelings to myself, and because of that, I tend to end up alone. I have this major crush on this dude named Max, but I know I'll never tell him. Man that sucks. After this year, I want a new boyfriend. I don't want to be stuck on him. He's last years news. But that fear keeps holding me back. Ehh, whatevuh.

Anywhoos, I need a job. Anyone know of places thats hiring? You should be a doll, and help me find one.

BTW: 11 days of school left[senior status bby!]

Well, tomorrow is the last day for the seniors and that's a bit sad. I'm going to miss all-most-of them. Buttt on the other hand, that will make us seniors, just a couple months in advance. But the seniors leaving means that I will never see my ex-boyfriend again, which is a relief. I still love the guy alot, alot, and I just can't seem to not love him. Being friends is too complicated, but whatever. I need a job, but I can't seem to find one.=[. I may apply at Maggie Moo's, and hopefully I'll get it. Grey's Anatomy is the best show everr, and I love it. But yeah. This blogging thing is weird.