So, yeah. It's Sunday and my moms cooking eggs, and this house fucking stinks. She does that when she's angry. My mom, grandma, and and aunt had been arguing for apparently 3 hours, waking me up from my peaceful slumber. HAHAHA. I fucking hate living with women. In other news, I don't get this. I'm told that I'm attractive, and I have a cool personality, but yet I feel unconfident in talking to guys because I think that I'm fat and ugly, and a huge bitch, though I'm not a bitch, I just do what necessary, and don't beat around the bush. I have a HUGE fear of rejection, so I tend to keep my feelings to myself, and because of that, I tend to end up alone. I have this major crush on this dude named Max, but I know I'll never tell him. Man that sucks. After this year, I want a new boyfriend. I don't want to be stuck on him. He's last years news. But that fear keeps holding me back. Ehh, whatevuh.
Anywhoos, I need a job. Anyone know of places thats hiring? You should be a doll, and help me find one.
BTW: 11 days of school left[senior status bby!]
About Me
- ShimmyShakeShanee
- hihi.im shanee!.im nice.i've changed alot since ive started highschool.im more mellow, and chill.but that doesnt mean i dont like to have fun.ive changed for the better.i like the oddities in life,and the non-conventional sorta stuff.my new-found love is theatre, and working backstage.i love the idea of suspending disbelief, and watching/interacting with the cast.i like building/designing the sets. i like to take pictures in weird angles. music is my religion. ive taken a liking to the beatles, and the older music. i still like the screamy stuff, but not as much. london, england is my home. i like the history that comes with england, and all the different types of people and the energy they bring to one city. im 16 and a junior. i cant wait til im a senior, then im deff. getting out of this place, i only have a certain amount of friends. i prefer to keep it that way, but that doesnt mean you shouldnt talk to me. =]. im a determined person, and i know what i want, and i'll work my ass of to get it. if i dont like you, it will be apparent. i dont need love, yet i do need it. im not even sure i believe in it anymore. im a damn good liar. so you can never trust me.
1 comment:
You really should hold your feelings in about how u feel about some 1. Just go smack @ dude, cuz your never know he could be feeling you to. And don't be scared to get rejected,that just apart of life.I've lost count of how many times i've been rejected,but all that is,is motivation to keep trying to talk to other females to me.
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